And we may never meet again

2:27pm: AJ,RYAN,TYLER,JEREMY,DUCKY...I had fun with you boys last night - thanks for that.


Today I definitely have to unpack by gi-normous suitcase from NY. ridiculous!

12:09pm: I love you!!!

11:52pm:

You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. </td> Goofy 75% Peter Pan 75% Cinderella 75% Ariel 69% Cruella De Ville 63% The Beast 63% Donald Duck 56% Sleeping Beauty 56% Snow White 31% Pinocchio 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

11:40pm: I'm in the lab at GV right now trying to work on all of this junk for my Access exam tomorrow. The problem is - quite frankly - I don't know how to do this. I have no idea how to define relationships...and that is #1 for this particular Case. I'll probably fail tomorrow - and heck - why not at life all around?!

In case you're wondering....there is no progression on my webpage...still haven't started my 3rd paper for writing 150...no more co-curriculars done.....i'd love to not be in this situation. Somebody help me please? I'm not even joking, I need help!!!


Pooooooooopie.

11:56pm: I love my job, why am I going to college?!
The end is sooooo close. I can honestly hardly stand it anymore.
I'm so incredibly ready for this ridiculous semester to be over with, I can only hope that this summer won't be as life-sucking as this semester. Really really hope!

I have one paper 100% absolutely finished for Writing 150, 2 more to go, 9 more days.
I have a good portion of the first page of my website done for CS150, 2 more to go, 6 more days.
1 co-curricular needs to be written, but I still have 2 more events to attend...12 more days I believe.

Stupid Grand Valley is darn lucky that I work well under pressure...or perhaps it's only me. Poopy.


My business test went well tonight I believe and my professor wrote alot of positive comments on the paper I turned in with the last exam, I hope everything turns out well in that class. 3 hours is a bitch.

I wish I didn't procrastinate so much. But even more I just wish I didn't have to do all of this junk. FOr real yo. I wonder if I'm going to do 3 more years of this?


I'm excited for dinner tomorrow night...it shall be fun, yes? :)

5:22pm: so close
I'm so incredibly ready for this semester to be DONE.
I'm pretty sure that I'm going to be taking at least one class this summer in addition to working, blah.

There is also a possibility of my moving next year, probably on campus, perhaps no.
It seems as if there is so much that needs to be done, and figured out and that I'm running out of time...but yet I don't really know what any of that is. Help?

Whatever.

2:55pm: blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
So bored right now. I'm waiting for Jacob to come get his haircut and for Josh to get out of class...all I really want is to get the heck off this campus. This seems like it's been the longest week of all time - I'm not sure why but I'm going crazy here!

Hopefully everyone else is surviving school better than I am.


I would kill for some overpriced coldstone right about now - absolutely kill!!!!!

1:12pm: Yesterday was an excellent day. For real.
Mere and I went shopping for the most loveliest of dresses...I found the dress of my dreams, exactly what I had imagined in my head. It's like heaven - but only - in dress form...it reminds of me Julie Cooper-Nickel...never thought I'd say that one. Just a little over two weeks left, can't wait man.

Remember when we all used to hang out, and it was all fun and stuff?
That was neat.

I hope everyone is doing well!!
<3 Jess

10:36pm: the longest 13 hours of my life
no joke yo.

4:46pm: 3 exams down...1 to go
thank goodness!!!!!!!

12:25am:

What Your Underwear Says About You

You tend to buy new underwear instead of doing laundry. You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

12:54pm: www.berejuvenated.com

try to tell me i'm not the luckiest person....i looove my job!!!

12:46am: Well well well....i'd love to be sleeping right now.

3:59pm: I wish that I wasn't in the way right now.
I'm pretty gol'darn'sure that I'm psychic.
allll I can saay isssss I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!

I want those 'ol days.
pretty please.

3:26pm: When I look outside I'm really quite confused these days.
The trees are totally changing colors so in my mind that means it's cooling down and it's fall..but then I go outside and it's totally HOT out. Whoa man. WHOA.

I'm waiting for my oh so lovely 6 pm class. Darn math.
Josh is doing his homework like a good kid, and I'm being obnoxious and distracting. Oopsies.

I want to go to bed.
I was stood up this afternoon.
I'm in love.

I hope everyone has a great day!

4:27pm: Hot Dog man, what a great stinkin day!
There's nothing better than only one class, unexpected no work, and lots of shopping.
PLUS The O.C. at 8, which is sooo exciting, I'm going to watch the last disc from Season 2 right now so I remember all the greatness of the show!! :D

i'm in love with today.
plus a boy.
aww.

<3

5:57pm: I'm very afraid of what may happen by the end of today.
I'm glad that people are finally being honest and stating how they truly feel, which I've sensed from the beginning, but it doesn't hurt my feelings any less. I didn't mean for any of this to happen and I don't think I'll be able to apologize enough for the toll this one might take. I'm afraid of losing someone who I love more than I ever thought was possible - I've never been through anything like this before - I've never felt against others as i do today.

I'm sorry for all parts of this that are my fault.
I appreciate you so much, I just want you to know that.

2:37pm: RYAN ROSSO YOU WERE TOTALLY RIGHT.
NEXT SEMESTER - MONDAYS AND WEDNESDAYS 4-5:50
awww.

9:44pm: So...I started school on Monday, which is probably the most adjustment needed thing I have done or will be doing anytime in the near future. No JOke.

I honestly don't know how people can go back to school after being out for so long and succeeding through it. I was out of "traditional school" for only a year and I'm already going insane. It's so hard to sit and really pay attention throughout my classes. Wowzerz.

Gas is a bitch.

Not liking that so much




Hope all is well with everyone else. It's been a while again...

2:20pm: Hokey-petes man. Next week is stinkin Coast Guard.
This is ridiculous how quickly this summer is going.

I'd like to hang out sometime in the very very near future.
I talk to practically none of you anymore, but I'd still like to say hi now and then.

perhaps this could happen?

12:37pm: I have a real - true - grown up - job. How crazy is that?
I'm working at BE Medical Spa & Salon. It's downtown in the old Armory building behind Buffalo Bob and Abigail Evans. SOOOOO amazing, it's gorgeous, the building - wow, the people are amazing as well and I'm soooo happy!!!!!
Tuesdays and Thursdays I'm responsible for bringing in my own clients for haircuts and such.....guys cuts are $15 and girlies are $20 - this includes a shampoo/head massage, cut and style for everyone.
I know this is sort of pathetic but if anyone could help me out by coming in to get your hair done it would be sooo nice and I would appreciate it sooo much. The number to the salon is 842-2400 and if/when you book an appointment please be sure to ask for me :D


Thank you all sooo much. I really really appreciate any help I may have from this!!

10:59am: I miss.....

4:54pm: Chiccccago
So I was in Chicago yesterday...we took the train there, walked around, shopped, ate...had a good time all stinkin day and then - with just my luck - completely absolutely, 100% missed our train back to Michigan. As in - no more train going to Holland until 5:20 pm today, no Greyhound leaving until 11 something this morning....and no flights leaving that were close to affordable until I'm not sure when. FUN!
It's really no surprise that this sort of thing would happen on an attempted vacation......but hey it still turned out to be alot of fun, and I spent all of it with Josh - so I suppose it wasn't all so bad after all.

Boy, crazzzzzzy fun.

3:14pm: 6 months ago today I had a cute girls night with Mere and Sarah which consisted of dinner, movie, and lots of talking. The following day literally changed my life around, in every good way possible. I met the most amazing person I have ever known. I had the most perfect day I've ever had. I can't describe to anyone how much this has all changed my life. It's the last thing I ever expected and now that it has..I can't imagine things any other way.

Man. Tomorrow is that silly hallmark holiday, and I couldn't be happier!

4:11pm: So Merry Christmas a while ago, and New Years as well...It's been a long time since I've touched a computer. Odd.

I spent Christmas home, and the following couple days at Josh's with his family...then house sat for a few days - FUN! - Spent New Year in Chicago with My Josh. That pretty much sums up the last two weeks.

I'm looking for a new job, I'm hoping Express will work out a little bit, and Nature's Envy as well. But we shall see. School is busy busy busy, but it gives me something to do. I've really developed alot more confidence in myself with color and such. The people piss me off on most days, buthey. life goes on.

Erin Lorane Cluckey - Addison James Herreman - Benner - I expect to hear from each of you in the very very near future, at least I certainly hope that I do. I miss you all! <3